Uncertain near future!

Today I realized that I must not build big hopes, about traveling to work abroad or pursuing further education, to the least in the near future. Many obstacles arose and became evident in front of my eyes. All the fog disappeared and facts are now crystal clear. I have to construct different realistic scenarios. Certainly I had some transient pain, but I learned through many experiences that I must not lament for long, better to pull oneself together and find new ways to get out of the tunnel.